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My Thoughts & I

by LittleBoy

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    Each of these songs represent an aspect of my life that has changed in recent years. The artwork gives some hints too.
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1.
Sail Away 03:30
Looking over the waves along the starboard side I count the rays protruding from the dying shine I'm disconnected, I wear my heart down on my sleeve Glance back to port side, it's almost time to leave You know things are gonna change for us You know things won't be the same for you and me You know we will see a brand new sun But tomorrow I'm gonna sail away Running over I take my place upon the helm I feel the deck shake, pull on the lines, time to get the hell Out of this place, we were just meant to be the ones Who're separated unknowing to what our future holds I know things are gonna change for us I know things won't be the same for you and me I know we will see a brand new sun But tomorrow I'm gonna sail away I stand upright and alone as I've always seem to have been But that's okay cause I've put my faith in all my aquatic friends And I can't stay here, I can't take another day where I feel low From the bow I see the path I'm sailing home I know things are gonna change for us You know things won't be the same for you and me You know we will see a brand new sun But tomorrow I'm gonna sail away
2.
Maybe sometimes I have trouble expressing how I feel But that's why I write songs so I can dump out all the words I didn't say when I wanted to while retaining my good will As the chords give context to my state of mind I just want to be like the heroes that I listened to as a kid But Axl Rose was an asshole I hope I don't turn into him The Beatles all did acid and Clapton was a drunk But because I don't like their actions does it mean I can't like them? I used to put my faith in music and movies that I love But now I'm not sure who I am because people change I used to look on the screen and think, "Hey Pink, I get you" It's easy to let characters represent you when you're young LittleBoy's a quiet kid He never speaks up Jake's a loud guy He can never shut up I used to listen to Ryan Seacrest but the songs sounded the same Then I picked up a guitar and gave it a feminine name Sometimes I feel I'm smarter than other people my age But I also wonder if I think this so I can justify my rage And I'm still waiting for Lola to say "LittleBoy I'm gonna make you a man" Cause I don't feel like one now so if we could speed this up that'd be great But Jake doesn't want to grow up, he feels that childhood is gone And before adulthood starts up there's lot's of shit that needs to get done I don't subscribe to labels cause they don't properly describe me Humanity exists on a greyscale, It's complexity
3.
Well I know that he's suffering in droves So I drove to the sea Where he could see my professionality He lacks guidance and he's got no rationality He's angry at his parents and he spews out profanity He can't see what his talent's supposed to be So he skates through the park Hiding under trees and smoking in the dark He hasn't eaten and he's looking thin It's not so easy eating when you live behind a trash bin His bum of a dad just blames the economy They have a standing ten year dichotomy It's a drill that keeps eating away at his mind He's walking around like he's lived through lobotomy Picks up a wallet off the ground and it's a good find It's got a hundred bucks and a brand new giftcard This seems a good start for him to make some changes He goes home lays down and rearranges himself He was the life of the party But now he's go to go home Since the party was his lifeblood He can't stand to be alone
4.
This whole world seems pretty fucked but they all seem to know Just how to bury it again and again We sit in living commons all dreaming of the power To justify and make our own amends But they keep on driving home these social do's and don't's No matter what we're all the same I want to show off my expressionality (That's not a word) I won't let them tell me what to do, how about you? Now we live in the modern age as a nuclear family I already know what tomorrow holds it's been written in my script There is no change to my future as far as I can see So let's all take a moment and and dry our faces I took a trip with Mary Jane last night for the first time I didn't know exactly what to think We sat and talked for a couple minutes then I kissed her on the lips She sat up quick and punched me in the gut And as she walked away I watched my vision closing in I stumbled over to group of shrubs After closing my eyes for a while I began to feel real sick I doubled over and let go of all the excess shit Now we live in the modern age as a nuclear family I already know what tomorrow holds it's been written in my script There is no change to my future as far as I can see So let's all take a moment and and dry our faces
5.
Don't listen to a word I say I've been biting my tongue all day cause I don't feel like Feeling at all so I fall back into my own head Don't speak to me I'm not in the mood I can't stand you're company anymore I just need some room to breathe I'm not that good at making friends anymore Don't listen to what I say I think I'm finally losing it, losing my mind I just want to go to bed and leave these feelings behind And when I wake up, well if I wake up that's fine It's not atypical in this digital age To let out your feelings to an internet page But that doesn't sit quite right My communication skills are pretty poor Don't bother me I'm all on my own I never want to go back there, that place ain't my home And it's getting hard to tell if all the people I know Are the crazy ones So I lay down in silence melting into my bed As all this and more races round through my head Time to shut up and turn out the lights You know that sometimes life can be a chore
6.
Each night and every weekend I knew where I wanted to be In the back garden of our godfather waiting around to see Who had made it through the day without suffering a horrible fate Overrun by average Joe's screaming "God forbid you're a second late" Under the cover of night we meet Careful to make sure that no one who isn't us should see And we share the stories of people who've done us wrong And they'll know the name on the back of my hand That was tattooed on when I joined this clan I don't care too much for people who never earned a cent of their share And night when I see our godfather we make a list of those who dare To oppose a regime so innocent and mean and not pay respect to a family tree Who have worked their way from the bottom to the top off of nothing but the goodness in our hearts "It's payday LittleBoy, open it up and see How much money did you lose to taxes this week" "Don, I got fucked over by Social Security" Yeah, they'll know the name on the back of my hand That was tattooed on when I joined this clan When I was just seventeen looking for someone Who would understand what I mean Without being too clean Sustaining a life off of a diet of brownies and beergaritas to wash the down Is this the start of another season, man fuck the gentry those high school clowns Let's sit in a circle and I'll tell you about Jesus as we listen to Kanye West's new song Don't burn your big mouth on the frozen pizza, this game of Sorry's gone way too long Yes I'm a member of the (indiscernible) family I encourage you not to fuck with me Cause I'm loyal to our godfather and his friends And they know the name on the back of my hand That they branded me with when I joined this clan When I was tired and bored of hanging home alone So I tried out for the team And now I'm living the dream
7.
What If 04:24
Last night I kept on drifting in and out of sleep Having dreams split into pieces like a puzzle in my mind Driving back from North Adams I got a message from that girl I haven't seen in four years, she just said "Hi..." "...LittleBoy I'm back in Rotciv and I know it's been a long time, But if you want to see each other I'll be free tonight" I don't remember how I got there, but I know the place we met Was the same one where we said our last goodbye The two of us sat side by side in a court with water fountains And up high a skylight showing us the midday sun I don't remember what we talked about, or faces placed within the crowd Or her smile when I talked, it's fading faster than I thought "You know, a lot changed around here when you left" "Everyone we knew is different" "I'm different" "You know, I think a lot" "Like what if Jake was there" "Could this have been us?" "Probably not. This is just a dream" "What if?" "What if a lot of things?" What if you never moved?" "I don't even think we would have been friends" "Wake up!" "Wake up LittleBoy!" "Wake up!" I can't help but feel that Njorun played me like a drum Beating images into my head so real it makes me feel that I've Just had a chance encounter with the one I must admit is My biggest what if... "Jake?" "Jake it's time to come out"

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released May 3, 2019

Literally Everything: Zach DeZago-Adams

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LittleBoy Rochester, New York

Hello. My name is Zach and I'm the dude behind the music. I write, play, record, produce, and (sorta) sing on everything. I also have a YouTube channel that has some stuff related to the project, feel free to check that out! www.youtube.com/channel/UCDCkl3O08LOxhtp4sYB2iPw ... more

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